I'm struggling today.
I want to write a post.
I have so much I want to share with you.
I start to write... and then... well, it just gets complicated.
I have a fear of being misunderstood.
I open a "New Post" and start to write... it feels good.
And then... here I am... feeling uncertain, insecure... at a loss for words.
I hit "Save Now" as if I will return to my draft and finish the post.
Which I don't.
I really am here. Blogging. You just can't read all my posts because they are drafts.
I have to hit that "Publish Post" button.
But I don't want to share my substandard posts with you.
So, you wonder where I am at... perhaps enjoying the summer.
But here I am, keeping my thoughts to myself.
Actually, a little miserable because I am keeping my thoughts to myself.
ps. a note to Grace... thanks.