Saturday, February 6, 2010
Kind of Like a Security Blanket...
I've been here before and then again.
This year I have been given the opportunity to teach on Abraham. As soon as I found out... I turned on my radar because I knew I would be encountering Abraham every where I went. And it has been true.
And I am prepared. Super prepared. Reading. Listening. Praying. Prepping.
And I have been so excited... because God has made me to teach. And to get this opportunity is like a dream to me.
And encouraged... oh, my... YES! I have my wonderful sisters praying for me... and even asking me for direction as they work on their study.
But as Tuesday draws closer... so does the doubt... so does the insecurity.
And I am reminded that when I wore that pink feather boa in Houston, Texas at the SSMTC... I was bold. I am not sure why. But somehow having the guts to wear a pink feather boa in Houston... made me feel confident and fearless. Kind of like a security blanket...
So, guess what I am wearing right now? My pink feather boa. I'm still a little queasy, but it's not as bad... and who knows... maybe on Tuesday you'll see me teaching on Abraham with with pink feathers around my neck... and you won't be surprised one bit!